Expectancy on Mondays.
Every Monday I'm asked a couple of questions. Every Monday I spend a while pondering and trying to justify myself. Every Monday I feel myself testing out how genuine I am. You see I'm in a group for country leaders who are connected with Christian Endeavour camps in SA. This group is here to support encourage and resource country people. Every Monday I'm asked; 1. Where have I seen God at work this last week? 2. What can the CE community pray for in my region/life? They aren't complicated questions, and in general I'm really thankful that there are people asking regularly because i am reminded to reflect and be observant of what's happening in and around me. The thing I struggle with in these questions on a Monday is that I want to give an ideal and make it sound like things are amazing. But sometimes I can't see God at work. Sometimes I can't hear God and sometimes I just don't know what in the region or my town is expressing