scared yet stepping in God path

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In the April holidays i travelled by bus to the country, to visit some friends but also to explore what ministry looked like in the country particularly for young people.  As i sat on the bus for 5 hours i was getting really nervous, i knew God had called me to explore this but i didn't know how to explain this feeling and i didn't know what others would say about it.  

 I listened to a few podcasts as i sat alone on the bus and this podcasts were all about following God's plan for our life and stepping out in faith.  I didnt't know thats what it was about when i chose them so that was really reassuring.  

 I also had a bible verse that i had written on a piece of paper that i happened to find as i was packing, it said, 
"You crown the year with Your goodness,
And Your paths drip with abundance."

It's the NKJV of Psalm 65:11

This verse helps me now as i look back on the trip i made, how scared i was and how i was following God's call to explore this idea of ministry with young people in the country.  I know that God has my year crowned in goodness, which means that as i follow His way, His goodness in my life will be revealed, but it also means that as i follow God's call and His path, its will drip with abundance, and it will be fruitful.

God is calling, God is speaking and God is with me

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