the close circle

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Jesus had a close circle of friends which he shared his life with. Then he had a larger group of 12 which he taught and continued to share life with to a lesser level. Again he had a bigger group of friends/accuantinces which he shared with and spend some time with. Its quite obvious i dont know all the theological story behind it but for a few years since i first read more about Jesus and his life ive craved to have friendships like Jesus did.

This year i have made the most incredible bunch of friends. These girls and a few guys have put the foundation of our friendship in Jesus and its been a blessing to frequently go with them to God with troubles and concerns.

As the year draws to an end and we find ourselves in cotcact less due to distance between each other i feel blessed knowing that they will be praying for me just as i am praying for them this summer.

I get super emotional thinking about next year and what it has in store for us all with a few of us going in different directions. I get sad as i think the relationship build will be maintained but from a distance and that life will still go on without the ones who have changed paths.

God gave these people to me this year as a gift. He choose to bless me with such awesome friends which i hope will carry on into a lifetime and im excited to see where God will lead these relationships.

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